Toning Down~

Well, it's been 7 months we've been together..My fren told me to voice out here if I'm unhappy..Well that serves the purpose of blog rite?..I sometimes cannot stand it anymore~ Today it's my quarter of a century day~ But not celebrating..Why? He said 1st bday together only..No need so memorable wan..Okie lor,nvm..We were supposed to go to a restaurant but it's fully book til nx month..Why? Coz last minute reservation~ I hate it..N now, no money to celebrate..Why am i so unimportant? I accompanied him to all his family functions..But I jus wanna go back hometown n he's always too busy to go..I jus wanna be happy for once~When i voiced out my unhappiness, he said when I hurt his feelings, do I know? Ppl's things are always more important than my thing...Sigh~Y is my relationship always fail? Am I too demanding? I jus wanna be loved..I told myself once, i don mind if he's not rich, or not handsome..All i wan is for him to care bout me, to make me important in his life..Yet, I failed..I'm unimportant..~