Smth To Ponder~

A well-known speaker started off his seminar by: holding up a RM 20.00 bill In the room of 200, he asked, 'Who would like this RM 20 bill?' Hands started going up. He said, 'I am going to give this RM20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the RM 20 bill . He then asked, 'Who still wants it?' Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, 'What if I do this?' And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. 'Now, who still wants it?' Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth RM 20 .

Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you. The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE and WHOSE WE ARE. You are special - Don't EVER forget it.' Count your blessings, not your problems. 'And remember: amateurs built the ark .... professionals built the Titanic. If God brings you to it - He will bring you through it. So true, aint it? I agree with it 101%...

Tired~

I dreamt bout smth sweet the other day, but I woke up crying..Y? As the popular believes goes, the dream will be opposite in reality..Sigh..I don't know wut else to do..It's so suffering..Letting go is even more hard to do then it's said. I don't know y I'm always attracting wrong companies...I jus wanna blend in sometimes..I do feel left out quite a lot..I really do..I don't know whether ppl hate me, or like me, or pretend to like me..Human can be a pretendious lot...I've always think too much..Wut's others views on me is like n bla bla bla....

I wanna learn to take one day at a time..There's so much for me to think now.. :'( Thank God for friends like my jie and di...They are some frens that keep me sane..

I felt that there's nth I do best..It's like I don't have a skill at all..I wanna improve my badminton skill..But then, after 1 month of training, I'm still the slow one..I progress the slowest..I wanted to give up a few times d coz I feel that Ive no potential for that..Everyone is like so geng now, n I'm jus like kanasai...

Sometimes, y I think friends pretend to like me? Coz I sux at advising and I talked a lot..I really really talk a lot..I always said the wrong things..Aargh..Tell me wut to do..I'm so so depressed thinking bout this.. :'(