I dreamt bout smth sweet the other day, but I woke up crying..Y? As the popular believes goes, the dream will be opposite in reality..Sigh..I don't know wut else to do..It's so suffering..Letting go is even more hard to do then it's said. I don't know y I'm always attracting wrong companies...I jus wanna blend in sometimes..I do feel left out quite a lot..I really do..I don't know whether ppl hate me, or like me, or pretend to like me..Human can be a pretendious lot...I've always think too much..Wut's others views on me is like n bla bla bla....
I wanna learn to take one day at a time..There's so much for me to think now.. :'( Thank God for friends like my jie and di...They are some frens that keep me sane..
I felt that there's nth I do best..It's like I don't have a skill at all..I wanna improve my badminton skill..But then, after 1 month of training, I'm still the slow one..I progress the slowest..I wanted to give up a few times d coz I feel that Ive no potential for that..Everyone is like so geng now, n I'm jus like kanasai...
Sometimes, y I think friends pretend to like me? Coz I sux at advising and I talked a lot..I really really talk a lot..I always said the wrong things..Aargh..Tell me wut to do..I'm so so depressed thinking bout this.. :'(
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i could understand the feeling of ur dream.. hm..sorry tat day i still keep on asked u be happy but act tat's no so easy..anyway jus try our best to do so... as just now wat we discussed..it's complicated things..n as my facebook staus, wish n hope all ppl include me n to be sure tat is oso include u to be HAPPY everyday n SMILE every seconds.......Candy
All the Best yea~~
Darling, don't think too much. You do think alot and at times, I can find the similarities between us ler. I think, I care, I cried, I think even more, depression kicks in. Don't worry too much. You want others to take and live one day at a time, but you're not doing it yourself. You're so much better in everything you do than you realised, did you know that? Just give it your best, that's all. No used in pushing yourself too hard. See, no matter how hard I sometime try to study, when the result comes, I sucks! I wondered why, etc, but then again, I've already given my best and that's all that matters. Though I don't really know you, or sometimes might not leave comments, etc, (you know senior year, last sem, so many things to do) I know that you're.. Well, not that happy lor sometimes. You cared too much, and I really don't know what's the thing that you've been worrying or stressing about. Cheer up babe :) Tomorrows another day :) Chins up, smile. Smile to yourself ler, convinced yourself that you're a happie birdie, like me :) Hehe :) Alls gonna work out babe :) Like me. I'm so depressed at the moment, but can you sense it? Haha, see from the other perspective darling. Love ya.
Wow..Thats a long wan..Muacks dear..Thanks for the comment...
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