First Day at Work...

Today marks the first day at my job as an Engineer..As usual, every working adult will tell u, first day is darn boring..Hehe..Is really nth to do, jus read n sign lots of documents. Anyway, met my Design department colleagues and the entire company's colleagues..It's not really a lot of ppl..I can actually list out all their names..Hehe..My immediate superior is a Japanese and I have to learn Japanese soon to be able to communicate with him..Even the admin lady, Cassandra can speak Japanese fluently..Oh ya, she was one of the gal who interviewed me and I went to lunch with her today..Found out that she loves badminton as well...First day was a sleepy day for me..Hehe..Hope tomorrow will be better..

Jus For U, King :D

To my dearest friend Eric who always trust, have faith and believe...Pls keep on having all this attributes and please do not give up..

Life is Best for those who want to Live it,
Life is Difficult for those who want to Analyze it,
Life is worst for those who want to Criticize it,
Our Attitude Defines Life...

Enjoy Your Life,
Laugh so Hard That even Sorrow Smiles at You,
Live Life so Well That even Death Loves to see you Alive,
Fight so Hard That even Fate accepts its Defeat...
A beautiful life does not just happen. It is built daily by prayer, humilty, sacrifice and love. May that beautiful life be yours always. GOD Bless.

A poem from my confidante~Thanks a bunch..

Just believe.
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Love After Lost
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Waiting for the person,
Your conditions worsen,
Wishing badly for him,a
Outlook is kinda grim,
Not knowing when it'll end,
When you'll be more than friend,
Your heart aches to be whole,
Hand in hand on a stroll,
You feel your love wasted,
Lost the love you tasted,
You cry for him at night,
You want to hold him tight,
But you are all alone,
You just stare at the phone,
Wishing that he would call,
Saving you from your fall,
It feels so painful now,
Survive, you don't know how,
It is never easy,
Advice can sound cheesy,
Easier said than done,
When you feel he's the one,
But patience not ignored,
His love be your reward.
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- Eric Lee 2009 -
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Does Love Need a Reason

I jus came back from Malacca bout an hour ago..Went there for a badminton friendly match with my bunch of badminton Kakis...Yes, as expected, I performed poorly and we lost...Sorry, partner...Haha..I still think that it's a good experience and a better arrangement can be arranged...

I've been down this few days for lots of reason..I'm surprise no white hair growing from my head yet..Shud have a bunch of it by now..So many things to think about..Now I agreed that studying life, less things to think bout...I jus wanna share this email I received and it's really true...

Does Love Need a Reason?

Once a lady when having a conversation with her lover, asked:

Lady:Why do you like me? Why do you love me?

Man:I can t tell the reason, but I really like you.Lady:You can t even tell me the reason, how can you say you like me? How can you say you love me? Man:I really don’t know the reason, but I can prove that I love you. Lady:Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend’s boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you! Man:Ok..ok!!! Erm... because you are beautiful, because your voice is sweet, because you are caring, because you are loving, because you are thoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every movements. The lady felt very satisfied with the man’s answer.

Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and went in comma. The Guy then placed a letter by her side, Here is the content: Darling, because of your sweet voice that I love you...Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you. Because of your care and concern that I like you. Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you. Because of your smile, because of your every movements that I love you.Now can you smile? Now can you move? No, therefore I cannot love you.

If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore. Does love need a reason? NO! Therefore, I still LOVE YOU...

'True love never dies for it is lust that fades away. Love bonds for a lifetime but lust just pushes away' Immature love says: 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says 'I need you because I love you.' 'Fate Determines Who Comes Into Our Lives, But Heart Determines Who Stays...

Most of the people are blessed with a partner for them to go thru life together..Yet, some are not that lucky..Well, I'll say get to noe someone really well before taking a step further into the relationship..

I'm still praying,hoping and believing but it is eating me up...I hope I won't go cuckoo soon.... :( So many things troubing me..I jus hope someone will listen to me...

Confuse

Well, it was great meeting him again after so long..But there is an awkwardness btw us now...Jus talked to my fren 2 days ago..He asked me to pray, hope and trust/believe?..Half of me, if not most part of me wanted to do jus that..It seems impossible..I miss him terribly..How can I let go?!? I noe my fren gonna whack me in the head soon..Everything u told me didn go down the drain eric...It's jus hard..Very hard..Harder to c that he's happy (i'm not jealous)..Its jus plain hard...I feel sucky...Sigh, I wish time will turn back..We would have been the very best of friend if this doesnt happen...Ain't it? I'm losing my friends..I jus wanna disappear sometimes, wished I never existed..Nth hurt me more than losing my mum n this break up...There's no one that I can talk to bout this that wont complain..Except for my Viva owner friend =P..

2nd Interview...

Is it safe to say that I'm a nervous wreck after receiving the phone call that says I'm shortlisted for the 2nd interview?!? Yikes, preparing for the first was like...Erm..Scary? Now again?!? Wut question to expect wor? How to talk bout Salary n benefits...Haiz..Wish I'll get the job I like... :S Think Ju, Think..!!!!

Why..Tell me why!!

Yet again, it's an unhappy post...I noe u will never gonna read this..U promised that we gonna stay friends..But it feels like u prefer being stranger..Y?Jus tell me why..Guess u gonna delete me from all ur msn, frenster n facebook list..Thanks for the memories..Thanks for nth..Thanks for making me suffer...I will be strong for myself and my frens..Thanks~